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Vaheguroo Jee Kaa Khalsaa Vaheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!!

Sadh sangat ji, I am looking for some direction/advice.

I took Amrit at a young age but ended up doing kuraits such as drinking alcohol, smoking and cocaine at one stage. It was a tough time I was going through but no excuse as I still had love for Sikhi. Whilst doing this I never slaughtered my Kes in any way.

I always had a deep feeling of guilt whilst doing the above and hid it from everyone (the activities and guilt).

Later I met someone also Amritdaari and she had done a kurait as well. I did not disclose my kuraits although she as aware that I was 'Amritdaari' and had taken my Sri Sahib off but kept all other four kakkars.

We become a couple and one thing led to another. Anyway, we are no longer together as she passed away in a fatal accident when she was in India. 

I have upped my Gurbani and Simran so much with Maharaaj's kirpa since.

I went to do pesh 2 years ago and took Amrit again. I wasn't able to fully explain all the kuraits I had done as one of the Panj Piyaaray just began shouting at me for the first thing I explained which is fair enough but I still feel my pesh was not complete becuase I didn't get a chance to have a word again due to the amount of praani's taking Amrit that day.

Since then I have been in touch with someone and we are really close. Problem is she is married and not happy. Kaam has always been a BIG weakness of mine although I have only been with one person.

I have failed again Sangat ji. Having so much knowledge of Gurbani and doing so much Simran and Seva I have still fallen.

I want to sort myself out again but need to wait until I can really keep on track and get my avasta to that level.

Amrit is priceless and I still remember the Panj Piyaara saying "amrit baar baar nee mildha".

I would like to know if anyone has been or is in the same situation or how many times people have been to pesh and taken Amrit?

Sorry for the long story but I thought I would explain the situation(s).

Thank you very any answers, feedback and guidance in advance. 

 

 

 

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Bro im sorry to hear your situation. Theres alot going on their and i hope others will guide you fully.

I have to tell you that if you got a problem with Kaam. Do not be involved with that married women. You will become the cause of breaking up a marriage. It doesnt matter what the reasons re or if shes not happy. If she involves with you she will start considering to exit . You do not want this sort of karam. On top of that you dont wana mess with other women either. You need to respect women and understand the problem of kaam sits with you. 

If your of ages then speak to family and get married. These things seem difficult to control but if u start getting into relationships which is the case these days it starts taking you of the path of gurmat and the karmic consequences may set u back for lifetimes. 

Keeping a ucha and sucha jeevan is most difficult and very relevant. You will really cherish having done so later in life. And no matter what you done in the past start from now. U need to overhaul and refocus bro. Stay strong and positive.

You should go pesh again to panj piyare and explain and they will advise, its good to get it clarified after all thats who we have to guide.

 

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You have to get your balance in life first. .. when you are not doing these kurehets first. I.e. performing regular nitnem and then seek pesh and take amrit again.  

Meanwhile you can do ardaas to Guru ji and seek for forgiveness and he will guide you further and give protection so that you can stay away from events which lead you to accumulate more karmic debts of the sort.

You can try writing down your kurehets when you go for amrit again. It will save you expaining them and they will all get covered.

 

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46 minutes ago, sikhni777 said:

You have to get your balance in life first. .. when you are not doing these kurehets first. I.e. performing regular nitnem and then seek pesh and take amrit again.  

Meanwhile you can do ardaas to Guru ji and seek for forgiveness and he will guide you further and give protection so that you can stay away from events which lead you to accumulate more karmic debts of the sort.

You can try writing down your kurehets when you go for amrit again. It will save you explaining them and they will all get covered.

 

thank you for your response.

just for the record i have been drug and alcohol free for 5 years. the only kurehat i have committed since is adultery.

i ask for maafi constantly and also keep the saakhi of Bhai Joga in mind to divert myself (When Dasmesh Pita saved him from entering the khottah and disguised himself as the peraydaar).

i feel my time is running out. Maharaj has blessed me but I have turned my back on him by falling. 

good point about writing the kurehats down when going pesh again. i need to disclose that i took amrit for a second time but didnt get to mention all.

how many times have people been blessed with amrit? I mean when i take it again, it will be my third time.

thanks

 

 

 

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Dear OP,

I can relate to your situation. I took Amrit very young. For one reason I had to go to do peshi many years back which was out of my control. Years later I met someone who influenced me to do a kurehet. Since then I've done almost all the kurehets. I've removed hair got drunk and the moved from guy to guy took off all my 5 k's. I wanted to take Amrit again and start again but I know that I am not ready. It takes a stong person to go to the Punj and confess. Good luck.

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On 23/12/2016 at 6:06 AM, Guest Anotherswife said:

Bro im sorry to hear your situation. Theres alot going on their and i hope others will guide you fully.

I have to tell you that if you got a problem with Kaam. Do not be involved with that married women. You will become the cause of breaking up a marriage. It doesnt matter what the reasons re or if shes not happy. If she involves with you she will start considering to exit . You do not want this sort of karam. On top of that you dont wana mess with other women either. You need to respect women and understand the problem of kaam sits with you. 

If your of ages then speak to family and get married. These things seem difficult to control but if u start getting into relationships which is the case these days it starts taking you of the path of gurmat and the karmic consequences may set u back for lifetimes. 

Keeping a ucha and sucha jeevan is most difficult and very relevant. You will really cherish having done so later in life. And no matter what you done in the past start from now. U need to overhaul and refocus bro. Stay strong and positive.

You should go pesh again to panj piyare and explain and they will advise, its good to get it clarified after all thats who we have to guide.

 

Thanks for your message bro.

That's the thing...I totally know the situation and what will come of it here and after.

My mind is messed up. To be honest I feel as if I'm bipolar. Living two lives.

Thanks

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On 23/12/2016 at 2:06 PM, Guest Good luck said:

Dear OP,

I can relate to your situation. I took Amrit very young. For one reason I had to go to do peshi many years back which was out of my control. Years later I met someone who influenced me to do a kurehet. Since then I've done almost all the kurehets. I've removed hair got drunk and the moved from guy to guy took off all my 5 k's. I wanted to take Amrit again and start again but I know that I am not ready. It takes a stong person to go to the Punj and confess. Good luck.

Thank you for your message and sharing your situation.

Guru Ji bless and guide you too.

It's an easy trap to fall into.

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I am quite close with gursikhs that do seva as panj pyare. I can give you an indication of what panj pyare will be looking for from you:

1) Strong amritvela at a set time which you do not miss. This should include a set amount of time of naam abhyaas, nitnem and extra banis.

2) You should be doing regular sangat with chardikala gursikhs and going to gurdwara regularly.

3) On that point about sangat you shouls try to befriend the singhs who so panj seva or people close to them and give them an indication beforehand that you are intending to go pesh. That way you can spend some time with them and get some pointers on changes to make in your life.

4) Get off all social media and stay away from any oppurtunity of speaking to thw opposite gender.

5) You should start a sehaj path and maybe even aim to finish one or two sehaj paths before going pesh.

6)One thing to remember is that inside the Panj Pyare is the jot of Guru sahib themself. From this point onwards you have to be living every second of your life to please Guru Jee. Feel apologetic from your heart. The more love you show to Guru Sahib in your daily life will reflect in how the Panj Pyare are towards you when you go pesh as it is that jot which is speaking from inside the Panj.

If you can, try to talk about the positive changes you have implemented, before talking about your galtia.

Regardless of when you do it during the sanchar, you must get through to the Panj how you have changed.

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On Monday, December 26, 2016 at 0:25 AM, Guest Paapi Minded said:

Thanks for your message bro.

That's the thing...I totally know the situation and what will come of it here and after.

My mind is messed up. To be honest I feel as if I'm bipolar. Living two lives.

Thanks

Treat yourself as if u do have bipolar/split personality disorder: Now the "Im a good sikh" personality is on top. Give it a name Gurmukh/ Babbar Singh/Kuldeep Singh. Ok Gurmukh, i dont know how much time we have before the other guy shows up. I wont be able to control myself once he gets here, so let me put up precautions. First of all, let me avoid the triggers that might set off the other guy: no tv, no internet, no taking calls from an adultereress, block her number, change ur phone number, move away into another city, start going to a new gurudwara if theres a chance u guys might meet there, join Khalsa Aid, Peace corps, midland langar or any organization that will keep you busy or might let u go to another country, and let u do seva to increase ur good karma so ur bad destiny of being one of the worst sinners an adulterer can change. 

Second, keep ur self busy at all times. Keep ur self in sangat, so that ur bad personality Manmukh/ jazzybains/  kanyewest wont want to show up at that time. But even if jazzy shows up, cant really do much damage, except make u feel restless and want to go home. " man ni lagda" lets go home, dont listen to it!!! Stay there. At home have a schedule so u are not idle, have sukhmani sahib and sehaj paath scheduled into ur day, keep doing good things that will keep jazzy far away. But if u feel him coming, run towards either a friends house, gurudwara, or go talk to ur family. Basically go where theres ppl, and where jazzy cant make u do stuff

Third, keep a calendar or list or app to motivate yourself. Like ive gone this many days without letting jazzy win. I havent talked to her for this many days. Im on a streak, ive done nitnem everyday, let me not break the streak! Also if jazzy comes along and tries to tempt u , try to fight him, and when he makes u do things, tell him ok i will listen just wait 2 minutes before doing the bad thing. Only 2 minutes. They say if u can hold off on temptation for 2-3 minutes, it goes away. Sometimes it might get stronger,  time urself, see how long u can hold off, then try to beat ur record everyday, even by 1 sec.

Fourth, do ardaas to guruji, please help me im trying my best. But kaam is a big soorbir, i need ur help. Help me like u helped joga singh, i am ur sikh too. Help me. And if u r putting in sincere effort to stop and fight kaam, the faster ur ardaas will be heard

 

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