Sorry to hear this penji. MisterrSingh Paji is right, Karams play a part and we all have to bhog them. It is hard, but what I sometimes do when I'm feeling low is to listen to shabads that will lift my spirits up. Don't lose hope, it's a phase you're going through, nothing is permanent, so as Dally Paji once said to me think it's going change one day and it won't last.
Putting some shabads on for you. Do Ardas to Waheguru to help you to stay in their will.
Also, it may help to change some ways in your. Eg: meet up with friends who you get on with for coffee/cold drink for a catch up. Go and see some historical buildings or parks open to the public. Read a new book, or treat yourself to something new from the stores. Sit near swans and birds.
low hanging fruit bro , they use the brilliance of Gurbani to hook the minds and hearts that need it and exploit the unaware by making it seem they can explain it properly to them . My Masi who is stuck with RS lot claims that the dehdhari Guru is necessary to explain Gurbani because people don't have the ability to understand by themselves .
YT : I have seen Gurbani shabads labelled as Namdhari shabads or Radha Soami shabads ...
The whole point is to divert money and goods to their pockets from Guru ji's golak it is not to help anyone spiritually.
on FB today a couple of guys are asking help of sangat to stop removal of Guru Granth Sahib from Ravidasia Gurdwara here in Uk https://www.facebook.com/SikhYouthBirmingham/?hc_ref=NEWSFEED&fref=nf
BTW not saying Bhagat Ravidas followers are following pakhandi baba but they are using Guru ji to get hold of Ravi Das' bani otherwise I don't think they have much scripture seperately. The committee at the place have stolen £70,000
Why do some Pakhandi Babas use Sikh Gurbani to brainwash the innocent? Recently on Youtube I looked-up: "bahut janam bichde the madho", and saw so many Pakhandi Babas on the list of recommended, ranging from Radha Swami, Ravidassia, and some random Pakhandi Babas there and there. If they want to use Sikh bani they should at least promote the idea of Gurmat to bring people to Dhan Dhan Sri Guru Granth Sahib, not themselves.
Alot of people assume that one kid equals high quality and healthy while more kids equals low quality, malnutrition etc
But if we look at our ithihas, the reverse is true. During puratan times, when Sikhs had a lot of kids they were more religiously observant(which means high quality) and they were more physically fit than us. Now when we have only one kid, our parents fail to raise that kid as a Sikh(meaning low quality) and they also tend to be fat kids on average which is not healthy either.
So here we are, today we are raising low quality and unhealthy fat kids when we have the lowest fertility rates in our history which is well below replacement level. Meaning, in future our population will start to decrease because of this low fertility rate.