I am a sikh lady who has been remarried with HIS blessings after 5 years.I met with a neuro accident,8 years back & due to which I got insane & my ex divorced me as my brain never in senses.I used to shout and tried committing suicude but I kept doing Nitnem daily and finally I got someone who understands my mental condition by my parent's will...But I still have temper attacks like early & yesterday,I was reciting Rehras Sahib but due to 2nd husband giving more time to his son(as perceived by me),I got so aggigated that I threw Gutka Sahib on the floor.I didnot feel bad about it but now when I have an important test after a day,I want Waheguru ji to forgive me & did Ardas for forgiveness too.I know I did it with no control on my mind due to accident but does Waheguru ji also know that & will HE forgive me & my bad words for HIM and the Gurus ?
Satnam Waheguru