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WJKK WJKF I started university in September 2016 and I am studying Medicine. I have not taken amrit but I believe I am on a good path with Sikhi. Before attending uni, I used to always do my paath in the morning and evening. At the start of uni, I did do my paath as usual. But as the year continued I started to not do it every day due to revising late and having to get up early in time for lectures. My timetable was busy and I was very tired trying to keep up with everything. Although I was attending Sikh society I started to feel as if I was slipping off the path I had worked hard to stay on. I feel as if my mind started to loose its focus on Sikhi and it took a toll on my work load. I don't do any of the "typical" stuff university students fall into. Instead, I became more lazy and tired and felt overwhelmed with my studies. My exams are in one week now and I truly feel ashamed and guilty for not having done my paath these past few months. I feel as if I have let Guruji down. I am afraid I will not pass and will not make it back into medical school. I worked so hard with Maharj di kirpa to get into medical school as I wanted to become a doctor to do seva, but now I feel I have betrayed God and I will not pass. Basically, how can I get back into sikhi and doing my paath? Also, how can I ask Guruji to forgive me for these past few months? Please forgive me if I said anything wrong and thank you for any advice you can give in advance. WJKK WJKF.