Im a sikh girl i had an arranged marriage 9 months ago. My husband is horrible to me he has beaten me twice and gets drunk every friday causes problems swears at his parents and got drunk and crashed his car. He insults me and because i do paath in the bedroom i ask him not to bring alcohol up because i have gutka sahib in the room and he says stuff like i am the gutka just to mke me cross i am so unhappy he has been online dating sites and messaging other girls im so unhappy my parents force me to continue because if i leave people will talk i really feel sad and dont know what to do