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  1. here's a poem I made about my journey to sikhi...... I had everything but still wanted more screaming, crying my heart was sore I'd explain but nobody could understand just get back to normal they'd demand my friends told me its just a faze it'll go away but to me it felt as if it had full plans to stay the problem to me was unknown maybe my anxiety had over grown I took on all the advice id made notes and sometimes even ask twice days, weeks ,months went by all my strengths were gone, I couldn't even cry go home and rest my teacher would say i'd leave the classroom hoping id get run over on the way I could clearly see what I needed some peace of mind I pleaded everyone gave up on me, myself included the idea of 'all will be fin' was deluded every 4 a.m. I'd be awake this was serious my life was at stake i'd be idle and just lay there what did I do to deserve this its not fair! it became a routine until on sunday everything was dark and gloomy and I had a urge to pray I sat down, legs folded, and heard myself repeat a name waheguru waheguru I said as I had all about its fame suddenly there was an energy in me that I could feel the worries I had in my mind it would steal unexpectedly the doorbell rang quickly I opened my eyes and in my heart I felt a bang the day ended and the night was pitch dark everything was silent today and not even the dog would bark The remaining day I felt a unique sensation it was as if I was a new creation In the morning there was a change I was up at amrit vela doing nitnem it was strange From a young age japji sahib and chaupai sahib I commonly recited To learn the remaining 3 to complete my nitnem I was extremely excited I knew it was difficult but I had to learn to reach my goal I knew I had to be firm You only had to take one step towards the guru I heard, in return he's fly to you like a bird I was so eager instead of steps I leaped the Guru played his part too and the pains from my path he sweaped From the inside and out I felt a change negative with positive thoughts I exchanged in what colour glasses I wanted to see the world was my choice So all I did was searched inside me for the Gurus voice All he preached was righteousness, love and bravery It freed me from my evil self, for whom I did slavery I felt the was my father and I his child I was so peaceful and I couldn't help but smiled taking amrit was now the next step being part of the khalsa would be something id be proud to repp the process of getting it all sorted was so easy and fast after finding out I was amritdhari , are you sure ? my friends and family asked I showed them my kara and said i'm handcuffed now theres no going back nobody still understood me but I knew I had got my life on track Without fear on my head was a keski that I tied I wore it happily with honour and pride I have faith that by choosing good over bad it cant go wrong now all I pray for is to stay strong......
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