Can someone share some personal Spiritual experiences or unusual things or feelings when doing simran, path , kirtan or just in general. I need the motivation as I am getting lazier with my amrit vela, also how do I know I am losing my sins and filth since I have plenty. Sometimes my forehead itches in the middle relatively, and I had a strong sensation that I was about to have darshan of Vageguru/God/Guru ji but then nothing happened. Very sad and doscouraged. Also my mouth goes numb sometimes during simran and I hear ringing pulsing and staticy sounds? please help and thank you