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Waaheigurroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa. Waaheigurroo Jee Kee Fatheh.
For the last little while I have been acting very strange.
Im in sooooo much pain. Not physically but inside of me something hurts really badly.
Im really scared. Do not know what is going on. I don't want to end up in a mental hospital cause I don't think I am MENTAL. something is not right. I am unable to concentrate + study properly. Something keeps distracting me. I am scared. I do not want to mess up my life. Most of the sunguth here is going to tell me to do paath and simran and ardaas!
I know that is the way to go. In fact, I have been doing that, & no result. It might take time. I do not have much time although. Since school is important too and time is going by. I have to get my acts straight. I have been in a relationship before but it is over now and it was really small, smaller than the number of letters in relationship! I think that might be it. How do I get over it though? sunguth jee kirrpaa kurr kei mainoo sumjhaaou!
Waaheigurroo Jee Kaa Khaalsaa. Waaheigurroo Jee Kee Fatheh.
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