look ill say it once and im not going to say it again, when u do bhagti, u dont need to read ANY history or need to be aware of scientific fact. u simply know what complements your meditation and what does not. Meat does not complement meditation. It slows the process down and it is advised agaist by many religious figures who have acheived a high spiritual state. Instead of reading history and coming up with conspiracy theories, which may or may not be true, but at any rate will have differing reasons for not consuming meat, go to india or even the UK and seek some of these people out. They are extremely rare to find but they will give u the information u need if you so desire it. They are the saints who have helped countless people proved by testimony of many. They are virtuous, kind, do not sin and are the people so often spoken about in the guru granth sahib. You know the fake ones from the real ones because the fake ones take alott of money, do not have faith or have misused their knowlegde for their own means ie. power and think of themselves as higher than everyone else. The ones i speak of are ever humble and have an aura and disposition that is not of this world, they live in small houses and are not showy in the least. As sukhmani sahib states, the saints will save the world. They do not let you worship oir bow down to them like the fake ones because that is not what the true ones want, they do not need names like baba or GURU!! lol because they do NOT claim to be so, they are normal human beings who have done so much Bhagti and have so much faith that they have been gifted by Waheguru. They know the truth, are in contact with shaheeds from sachkhand, having acheived a state high enough through Bhagti to be able to do so, they are just here to help people. they are known to exist through Sukhmani Sahib named as the Brahmgyani, read the features of these Brahmgyanis (and no that doesnt mean BRAHMIN like everything seems to for u! :D ) and seek one out, making sure that the features and qualities are the same. -and seek one out, making sure that the features and qualities are the same because if it is written in gurbani, they surely exist, unless u wnat to argue with our gurus about the truth!!!! lol.
If your brain doesnt tell you what you're doing wrong and why you may not be getting far with your bhagti, these people will definitly shed some light, they're the only ones that know the truth because they have reached that spiritual stage, everyone else will just argue.... this is meant to be the easiest age to reach Waheguru, but people are missing the facts- bhagti is the most important part of sikhi and is the way to Waheguru. If theres even a slight chance u may be doing it wrong, its definitly worth seeking one of these people out.....