Dear brother,
you are AS MUCH SIKH, as ANY OTHER PERSON ON THE WHOLE PLANET.
Keep going that part , google for answers , ask questions in forums, but dont just limit your questions to this forum, check out other forums, because I dont think this is the right place to have intellectual and deep insight into SIkhi.
Just keep researching! Never give up. Find out about Sikhi more.. Dont just read from one source.. Try to go deeper into the thing. And always remember , god is always with you. You dont have to do 10000x paths to get liberated or things like that, you just need to have interest, even when its frustrating sometimes just never GIVE UP. And you YOURSELF have to think critically dont just take everything PEOPLE say to you or any babeh or so called "saints" . You have a brain yourself and you can use it, If you have that curosity you will find your answers and you will find them all WITHIN SIkhi. Because Sikhi has THEM ALL.