GurGurKaro

Tell your parents about what is worrying you and see if they can do anything to help ?

how do you mean he needs attention ? I give the girl time and time and i am patient but i dont know sometimes i feel like is it worth it ?

Gurfateh! basically the girl has been engaged before, I have known her for ages. I want to be engaged to her and i think she wants to spend her life with me. I am not sure. shes just come out of a relationship with some other guy. me and her speak every now and again. but i think shes holding something back because we are not close as we use to be. I want her to open up to me but what do i do??

what _Dass_ said thats what i meant lol. ma bad. u must have diffrnt sangat for u to feel less invld with your sikhi ? whats your relationship like between u and ur family ?

Bhenji! something must have changed for you to feel like this ? hanjee you was blessed with amrit with gurujee's kirpa that should have motivated you more ? something else must have happened for you to feel like this ?

Vaaheguroojeekaakhalsa Vaaheguroojeekeefateh In order for a marriage or a engagement to work ? what needs to be done ? you have given your whole trust to other person but you feel they are holding back. what is the next step ? Vaaheguroojeekaakhalsa Vaaheguroojeekeefateh

I do not know what it is but i just feel like killing myself. I try everything to take my mind of things but it doesnt help. yes there are pervious posts saying the same thing. i tried reading bania, i still feel the same way. I DO NOT WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS, I WANT TO BECOME A GOOD PERSON!!

I do paat and i see no difference. i feel worse. I dont know what to do!!

Bad time is not passing. I feel worse, life is just getting more worse!!!! I am trying to sort my life out. it is NOT WORKING!!!

I AM JUST FED UP OF EVERYTHING OKAY!! NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT AND IT NEVER WILL!!!!!

I am just really fed up at the moment!!

Babbar Khalsa Jee : I know my parents would be in soo pain but what im feeling now i cant even describe it. feels like im the lowest of the low, that i can never be social with other people again, i had everything, i have nothing know apart from gurujee and family and that is enough but it still feels like theres something missing, something has been ripped out of me. and i want it back so badly. i lie in bed all moring and some parts of the afternoon listening to keertan..but it just doesnt feel right, im soo confused and hurt atm!!! Harryss Jee: I would tell you but its kinda personal and i dont wanna share it on this message board, sorry if that sound bad and rude..im sorry jee...

I try so hard not to day dream not to think about everything but i end up back on square one. Its killing me, I cant sleep, I cant eat. I am so fed up with life, i rather go through all the pain that manmukhs will get. i just dont want to live!!! Everything happens for a reason, so maybe me dying is happening for a reason!!! BabbarKhalsa1984, you tried to take your own life, how did you get past that barrier ? I do simran, I do Paat, I respect and help my parents, but it just doesnt seem to be enough. So yes i am taking the easy option, the " cowardly " option but i will be happy!!!