Waheguroo Jee Ka Khalsa!
Waheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!!
I understand what you are trying to say, but isn't Sikhism supposed to be about building up to be a proper Sikh? I am a kesadhari and understand the importance of Sikhi and the 5 K's, but I just don't feel it is important to wear the Kirpan. This is because I feel that when I pass a big hurdle into becoming a Sikh, i want to award myself with a reward. These rewards are in the form of the 5 K's. As I learn more and more about Sikhi, i start to do more things that Sikhi says that you should do. And by the end of this, I hope to aim that I will be able to do everything and wear everything, and at that time, i think that i will be ready to take Amrit.
If a Sikh keeps his hair, but shaves his beard, you might think that he a complete <banned word filter activated> and he should either keep all his hair or cut it off, but i dont personally agree. The reason why he has kept his hair is because he knows that there is importance in keeping the hair, and in the future, when he wants to keep all the hair, he will have a head start because he will already have hair, which he will build upon. But if it was a monadhari at that stage, then it would have been much harder for that person to get into Sikhi, and to show his/her love for it. In the same way, i think that i can apply the 5 K's. I love sikhi, but i dont feel that i know enough to wear all the 5 K's, and therefore, I want to learn more before i do start wearing all the 5 K's.
I'm sorry if I've gone off topic, i just wanted to get my views across, which i should have done in the previous post
bhul chuk maaf karni ji
Waheguroo Jee Ka
Khalsa!
Waheguroo Jee Kee Fateh!!